The quest for perfection leads to chaos... the truth of the ultimate grid is that it's all right here... perfect is here...it's now....it's right in front of you...it's right in front of me...
Apparent perfection is the illusion that keeps me out of sync with this amazing experience that I am here to live. I have been quietly comparing my life to others who are more loving, more wise, more wealthy, more accomplished. Each time I fall into that quest I loose a part of who I am... I can feel the slide... subltly showing through in the little comments, the little thoughts, the little strings to the past that are holding me from truly being here in this moment...thoughts that keep me small and alone.
Thanks Gerald for reminding me to write as my connection of expression, contemplation, expansion... to not get lost in my thoughts but use them as tools, as mirrors and channels. My first choice when life goes sideways is to go deeper and deeper into my self... when I need others the most is when I start to draw back and cut myself off. When I do this I fall off the grid and loose the value and the magic of what is perfectly perfect right now.
These are my thoughts of this day. Drawn from the big screen story into my own life then onto this little laptop screen.
I'm off to sleep and dream about utopia... what does utopia mean????... I ask that the thoughts flow to me and through me as I linger in the energy of Tron. And while I'm dreaming let me have one of those awesome Tron suits...YES!
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